I never managed to finish Disco Elysium, but not out of lack of love. It's absolutely fantastic.
I really want to go back to it, but I'm almost afraid to. There's so much depth to all those characters, I'm worried by not having played it for so long I'd have forgotten all the useful context, but starting from scratch feels, IDK dishonest somehow? The playthrough I was on felt like the "authentic" one, and restarting, at least without completing that imperfect first playthrough, would be somehow missing the point.
My other fear is that, also finding myself in a bad place increasingly over the last few years, I'm afraid it might end in a way that's too bleak to bear. Your comments on finding hope in the ending, despite despair, might be the motivation I need though!