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Hello! Some info about me is up on my website: wreckedcarzz.com

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I got this email a few days ago. It’s definitely CP2077. Their example even shows like 5 titles in a sample account and that game is far and away using the most space. As to why, I have no idea.

Also to answer the “how do you know”, it’s the only GOG game I play that has a decent amount of playtime. Everything else is in the single digits. I assume lots of others are in a similar situation.

E: and the pedestrian, but I finished that in one sitting, and it’s in double digits because I let others try it out. I think there are a whopping 2 saves for that game for me.

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Now I’m not telling anyone to do anything… but nobody has ever had a baby by pounding your best bro in the ass while you stroke him off. Same with your gal pals. Make it a competitive event! Learn new things and create memories you can cherish for a lifetime as you scream louder and louder with every shaking orgasm, in sync with the boys.

Just something to think about the next time you get frisky.

(tomorrow’s headline: “popularity of gay sex spikes 9700% overnight thanks to republicans”)

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Treat the guys to a fat knot this weekend, they’ll keep coming back for more. ;p

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I used to be with it, but then they changed what ‘it’ was. Now what I’m with isn’t it, and what’s it seems weird and scary to me.

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Well there’s the problem, it’s that damn math with letters in it. Fucking everything up since magicman got here.

Ain’t nobody got 28 apples and are wondering what the triangular circumference of the quadrant squared is, assuming X stupid bullshit, but I do want a sweet boy in my bed assuming X marks the spot. Oh look, it’s a party, all for me? You shouldn’t have.

Do guys (or gals or whatever you’re into~), not letter-math.

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(this reads like a rant but it’s a message of remembrance and reflection)

Rose-colored glasses? I remember my realization in the 90s and being in the closet for the entire 00s. Me and other queer peers were terrified of our own family, openly being mocked in school by students and faculty, I have friends that have attempted suicide more times than I have fingers per person. You should not know the ER staff on a first-name basis. Friends who didn’t reveal they were trans until they were in their 30s and separated from anyone but their closest, most trusted friends. Friends who still, after years of therapy, are still suffering from depression, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts. And this spreads wide with the people I grew up with. It’d actually genuinely be difficult to think of someone in my extended social circle that didn’t have the view that school was literal hell because of the constant belittling, insulting, second-class treatment from everyone from the students to the principal (I can think of literally just one individual). We had at least one person I know of who viewed the Columbine shooters as someone they looked up to, because of how badly they were treated at a place where you are supposed to be safe.

It’s not all rainbows and unicorns now, but it’s a stark contrast to what it was 20+ years ago. Children shouldn’t have to wonder if they are going to be stabbed or shot or beaten by so-called ‘adults’ and ‘caregivers’ for who they like. They shouldn’t be scared of being put out on the fucking street for taking their partner to prom. They shouldn’t have to create a second life of lies and then mirror that data around so if anyone questions anyone in the friend circle, the stories match up.

A child/teenager should be happy and joyous, not like a fucking prison sentence. 20 years ago, it was. I lived that hell, many of us did. Abuse everywhere you turned, even if you were still in the closet (to everyone but us). People were absolute terrible bastards, but the victims are changing that, because we are the people those fucks who call themselves adults should have been. Everyone I’ve spoken about is in a better place now - scarred physically, suffering from mental trauma, often still questioning why they don’t make today their last, every single day. But we are still here, we have always supported each other, and we want this hellhole to never be experienced by others ever again. A tall order, but we are trying.

I’m sure there’s thousands, shit, millions of others just like us. We are the shy, timid ones, boiling in our memories of bullshit, our permanent rage. Suffering one last time in the hopes that others don’t have to. Out in the world, some of us just want peace and quiet, to be left alone and forgotten, as their defense. Some carry weapons, due to their location and popular opinion against them. Some relocated to more accepting parts of the world, many right out of high school. But we all want all of us to live safer, happier, better lives. Together, we make progress, bit by bit.

My siblings and their friends, I hear them talk about things now and then. A few years makes a huge difference in tolerance - two decades might as well be completely different planets.

Just don’t pretend or romanticize years past, is all I’m saying. Progress is forward, not backward.

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EoL

released 10 weeks ago

Linux kernel any%

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Smart plug is lan only as otherwise it’s a security risk. And it’s actually connected to the ups because of best-practices. WoL… yeahhhhhh uhhhhhhhhhhhh forgot to set that up since the router has been setup and self-updating/managing for ages now, it’s not really something I think about…

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leaves the master password for my locally-hosted password manager to someone in my will

Steam: lgtm let them in

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Verbose gang 😎

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This wording bothers me. Friends / partners who think that it’s “not worth it” to tell a minimal amount of detail about what is wrong/what happened so that I can possibly provide help or compassion, stabs me in the heart. I’M TRYING TO HELP YOU DUMBASS NOW TALK SHAKES THEM VIOLENTLY

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I dunno, I feel like this is a ‘damned if you do, damned if you don’t’ trap. “why don’t you ever support me” being at the other end, when I stop bothering you because you never want to elaborate on what’s going on.

Not that I have any experience with this or anything… grumbles under my breath about exs

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Like the names of your asshole neighbors

big brain time

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“so are you going to finish what you started?”

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Lmfao the parenthesized text makes this absolute gold

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“stop resisti- wait wtf STOP ENJOYING IT”

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But what if I want two wolves inside me? WHAT IF I WANT THAT

(just knot me already uwu)

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“oh, I can solve that. nobody is hungry… if everyone is dead.”

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Uh… H-hello

(I do want to try on a skirt and few other things, but I’m large and x_x. Food, why must you be so tasty?)

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It’s on my list to do ‘eventually’; I’m stuck at home with family (disabled) so I’ve been planning on trying out things when I visit my master, as he is on board with the idea and very supportive. But yeah I’m ~235lbs/106kg guy, and I don’t like how I look most days in the mirror in a boring t-shirt and shorts, let alone trying to be desirable, so I’m kinda setting myself up mentally for disappointment. We shall see.

I have a friend who looks amazing in femmy clothing, and I’m absolutely positive that he feels the same as me, but he’s very attractive and I’m, uh, not. (self-image is something else master is trying to work on with me… but for real the friend is cute as hell, I’m jealous ><)

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Me, enjoying a pound of frozen yogurt in a bowl-like container with spoon: 😎

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Let the dogs out?

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A third testicle is sexy, okay? Though maybe not on the head…

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Yeah reading the Wikipedia article, the drop is unfortunate but the screwdriver bit, what a fucking moron. And he regularly did this while others observed, like fuck me if you’re going to be a dumbass, be a dumbass by yourself, dumbass.

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“it’ll light up [the rest of] your life!”

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I am very, very much a person who needs sex in a relationship, but both the dragon and his bf (who I have yet to meet irl but I’m going to do my damnest to make a good impression) are quite… almost asexual. Apparently the bf even more so. We have talked about it, and the dragon is well-aware of my needs (we were roommates at one point, and going on 3y of master/pet), and so it’s awkward but he tries to be supportive, and that means a lot to me. And I’m demisexual anyway, so the fact that he cares about me so much is a turn-on of itself.

I also have trust issues. My ex, whom I was engaged to, broke things off in a very painful way, telling those around him lies about me, that I did this or that. I sought therapy as I wanted to kms, being in my 20s, a stroke “survivor”, unable or extremely limited in the things I love to do, and then the person I love and would do actually anything for, rips my heart out with the emotions of a stone-cold killer. I was also bullied very heavily in school, people I thought were my friends were actually terrible bastards. I have few actual friends and every day I wake up is a day of suffering. But master is trying to make me feel better about myself, remind me that my ex was abusive, that I am worth something. It’s hard - I want to be close with him, I like him very much, but I don’t want to be hurt again. Everything I wanted, everything I loved, brutally taken from me. I can’t go through that again.

… anyway …

While I can’t offer anything meaningful, I’m just a wolf-tiger-fox hybrid on the internet, don’t give up. There are so many wonderful people in this community, and yeah some of us are the deviants that your mother warned you about (looks in the mirror), there are a good bit that I’ve bumped into that want more… meaningful activities from a relationship. You will find someone. friendly hug!

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